Mommy Joshua Death: The TikTok community is grieving the loss of popular content creator Mommy Joshua, known by his handle f30joshh, who tragically passed away in mid-March 2025. His girlfriend, Emmie Gillikin, confirmed the heartbreaking news in an emotional TikTok video posted on March 18.
Joshua first gained recognition on TikTok in 2023, quickly building a dedicated fan base of over 888,000 followers and accumulating more than 33 million likes. His content, which frequently featured lip-sync performances to hip-hop tracks, resonated with audiences due to its authenticity and engaging personality. Many of his videos also showcased his relationship with Emmie, highlighting their deep connection and memorable moments together.
In her tribute, Emmie shared a touching video of the couple embracing, captioned, “100 reasons we should be together and 1 reason we can’t.” She reflected on cherished memories and the qualities she loved in Joshua, concluding with a heartbreaking acknowledgment of his passing.

Fans have taken to social media to express their sorrow and disbelief. TikTok user @wockjohn posted a tribute with the caption, “@f30joshh can’t believe this rip Joshua.” Another user, @ksmuann, shared a video captioned, “RIP JOSHUA️ #mommyjoshua #f30joshh #LLJ,” urging followers to check in on their loved ones.
While the official cause of Joshua’s death has not been confirmed, discussions surrounding the mental health challenges faced by social media influencers have surfaced. This conversation follows past reports on the pressures of maintaining an online presence, especially in the wake of the reported suicide of fellow TikTok star Eva Evans.
Joshua’s passing serves as a poignant reminder of the importance of mental health awareness. The community continues to offer support to his family, friends, and loved ones during this difficult time.
Anyone struggling with suicidal thoughts, help is available. Please reach out to the 988 Suicide and Crisis Lifeline by dialing or texting 988, or visit their website for support. Joshua Farrakhan’s funeral plans and memorials will be released by the family